Monday, September 25, 2006

Challenges

I run...
I'm a runner.
I have to keep running after the goal until
there is nothing left but me and the path.
Sometimes I run so fast, so hard, for so long...
that I don't recognize when I'm running alone.
I'm trying to catch you because
the idea that you aren't running after me to attain me...shatters me.
If I slow down
and
turn around
and
I don't see you there
I might die.

I run...
I'm a runner.
When I do meet runners
who run with endurance
running after me
I want to stop running because
equality and reciprocity
scare me.

Isn't it always more fun to hunt than to be hunted? When the hunter finds you, are you ever ready to submit?

Thursday, September 07, 2006

God

Most plane crashes render no survivors, however, in the more recent crash of an Atlanta bound plane from Lexington, Kentucky, the sole survivor regained his speech and asked, "Why did God do this to me?" I found this interesting because most critics of the Christian faith wonder the same when calamity strikes. Even Christians wonder "why God....?" when bad things happen to good people. What people fail to realize is that individuals have free-will. A choice to conduct themselves however they please. In this crash situation, there was only one aircraft controller working that day which was against FAA policy. When the plane hit the wrong runway...his head was turned. He couldn't correct an error he hadn't noticed. Things happen that are the direct result of human error. More than that, why didn't the sole survivor view it as God sparing his life. What are the odds? 1 out of 50 survived. Which the exception of a few weeks in the hospital, shock, and some broken bones...you're still alive. Thank God.

With Hurricane Katrina, it was a natural disaster. However, human bureaucracy kept city levees from being top priority. Why weren't they a priority? Because the people were not a priority. People control and create government systems. It does stand true that families were separated and the death toll was enormous, but should God be the blame? What about those who chose to stay despite warning? What about those who weren't able to leave (financially and physically)? Shouldn't the people's government be to blame for not having a plan for when disaster strikes? Is there a different quality of life for N.O. residents? yes. Are people still in need? yes. Do we all have a responsibility to help? yes. Should God be blamed? I don't think so.

Recently, I was on a flight to LA from Atlanta. After we boarded and got to the runway, our pilot said he was going back to the gate because one of three indicators did not light correctly. He chose to have mechanics check it out. Luckily, his caution helped because the broken indicator signaled an error with one of the wings and could have been tragic. We switched planes and went about our way. I could've died. It would've just been an oversight. Nonetheless...I'm grateful.


Maybe, if people physically saw God's hands casting the storm into the pit of the Gulf of Mexico we would think differently. Perhaps, if people saw God lift the plane up and place it safely on the grassy knoll near the runway more people would believe in Him.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

B'day

I haven't been this excited about a CD since Lauryn Hill's Miseducation. B'day has made my last two days. Although I don't find every song to be a hit, I'm feeling the following songs because of the following lines:

Upgrade U "I can do for you what Martin did for the people...your hand can't fit in your new purse"

Suga Mama "damn...that was so good I'm thinking about buying him a short set"

Kitty Kat "Let's go lil kitty kat...he don't want no mo" (I know ...not a big deal alone but in the song...man, so for real)

Get Me Bodied "no particular line...but the beat...I'm Josephine johnnying right now)

Resentment (every woman has been here before...some are still recovering) "I know she was attractive but I was here first..."

Irreplaceable "i can have another you in a minute...matter fact, he'll be here in a minute"

Ring the Alarm "and I know you give it to her like you gave it to me, c'mon....you ain't never seen a fire like the one I'ma cause"

Not in this order but the CD is the jump-off. B's so bad...that she didn't have to make every song a ballad. She has established herself as a singer already and decided to be grown.


Cop that!!!